I am hoping she lets me go back to work tomorrow, but the way I am feeling today and last night, I don't think it is going to be happening. Man along with the contractions now my lower back is killing me. It feels like I had him yesterday...(down there)... The pressure that I feel is not like any other I have felt before. I guess I am not 20 years old anymore! Maybe my body is tired of making kids! How both my grandmas had 9 babies within 15 years I have no idea and now they are the strongest women I've ever known!
I'm scared to be on perminant bed rest because I don't know how I will be able to take care of my boys. Everyone says that I should let them go somewhere and let others take care of them, but when no one wants to take them or can take them, it is kinda hard ya know?
Well enough of the pity party for me... I got a lot of crap to do! I have another ultrasound in two weeks! Hopefully that can give us a lot of the answers we need!
Peace!
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